Emo-ing

after today's session, i feel rather relieved. as in, i got a whole load off my chest. it was rather emotional and made me rethink alot of things. i feel that i think more now as compared to last time and i do enjoy the change i'm having. there was a period last time where i used to dislike the change in me. i used to wonder why did i become so cynnical of others, why do i keep judging ppl in a wayward manner.

i guess now, i'm able to think properly for myself and decide what is good for myself. as i told my besties today, i'm a person who's afraid of being left out, of not being able to fit in. in the past, i will try my best and just follow the flow cuz i was afraid of being outcasted. now, i begin to think for myself. i should not be just blindly following the crowd. i must begin to think on my own two feet.

after the talk, i begin to think abt how small actions could mean alot to others. it may be an insignificant gesture of yours but to someone else, its acty a very impt gesture, a gesture of love perhaps. its all these little things that can help make a change or difference in other's lives. its really a wonderful thing.

this morning, i was rather touched. as the students got down frm the school buses, student volunteers (mostly year6) were helping to ferry the students to shelter using their umbrellas. it was really a very touching thing cuz the year 6s instead of studying, were sacrificing their precious mornings so that less student get wet in the rain.i think that this is a really an initiative frm the students that i admire. thank you very much. =]

P.S: i realised i blog 8 posts in 2 hours yesterday! so that means 1 post in 15 mins!! woa! i think i got so used to blogging i can even type faster now. LOL.