pissed

i hate it when u compare my results with others.
the result is MINE
meaning i am responsible to MYSELF.

i hate it and it pisses me off.

i detest waking up in the morning only to hear u nag
i detest letting my life be ruled by others
i detest having to follow the pace of another
i detest the feeling of not being in control ofmy own life

i'm already putting in effort
i know what are the steps that i have to take
i know what are the consequences
i have already started to plan my time
i have already put in place some things that i'm going to do

so stop telling me what to do
stop rubbing it in that i'm not as good as others
stop demoralizing me
stop makeing more frustrated than i already am

life sucks